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silence is my loudest cry 6:01 PM Friday, December 11, 2009
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haha so many posts in one day. oh well, i'm bored





It hurts to look at myself in the mirror and hate myself, 
look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright. 
When i look at myself, i see this version of "me" that my mind has created, 
someone that has become so distant and cold that nobody wants to be around  
Empty eyes. Fragile bones. 
The only thing i have left are the lies i tell myself everyday to survive, 
lies that have become my painful reality, 
lies that will swallow me whole and crush my insides,
 lies that have turned me into someone i never wanted to be..


hahah i am being weird again. 
but that's okay coz at least i know im awake, in reality right?
at least this pain reminds me of your existence 
ha ha ha ha ha 


i have to go art soon. dinner now .
i don't have an appetite. my mum thinks im on a diet again
T__T"




I have crossed oceans of time to find you.


ann he tm dd