i slept at 3:30am yesterday and woke up at 11 this morning
good ; bad?
i'm supposed to go to two outings tmro but im bailing :]
1. i look like a sunburnt chicken
2. i really cant be bothered doing anything
i think im going through the stage of being mildly depressed now.
i was in the stage last year
consists of:
1. watching depressing asian dramas
2. listening to slow music about love crap even though you have no love life whatsoever
3. spending time locked up in your room and thinking about life
4. talking with a lower voice
5. "loling" "hahaing" on msn when you're not even slightly touched by their comment at all
do i have a love life?
ew love . gross. -sanitizes hands-
Love makes you so vulnerable.
It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.
You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you.
They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like talk to you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
