*waves*

sigh right now i'm skyping with kang&co

and once again, i have completely no idea what they're saying

something about a "care package" and "switching weapons"

wth ...

anyway , today i went tennis camp again and got pwned

well, i was in the half nooby group with kids from 10-12 i think?

and the dude was like to me, how old are you?

i'm like .. um 13 turning 14?

and he's like, oaky so you're 14, go onto court 4

so i looked onto court 4 and saw these really tall guys looking mega pro

i couldnt evne SEE THE BALL WHEN THEY HIT IT

WTF

i was so scared cos the ball hit some guy in the stomach and now he's rolling around like a cockroach .. but no one cares

so i was like .. um .. im 13 .. not 14 i don't think i should go there *backs away*

and the coach was liek

GET OVER THERE. YOU'RE GOOD ENOUGH OK?  *death glare*

so i was like .. okayyyyyy .....

omg so scary i went there and i was the only girl

and the guys there looked so pro and they had no facial expressions

so i went to hit a ball and i was REALLLY SCARED AND NERVOUS

so i didnt get the ball over the net. wtf

usually doenst happen but the coach served the ball really hard...

and the guys behind me were all snickering and then went back to neutral expressions

WTF. it was really weird to see

it was liek HAHAHAHAHHA no

o__O

anyway that continued on for about 1 and half hours me being a noob and holding my racquet in front of my face so i dont get owned volleying

i was literally shaking the whole time. no joke

so i begged the nice coach to let me go back to the kiddy group and lied to him that i've never played tennis before and that i'm actually overage.

AHHAh he fell for it, maybe because i was fully shaking at the net

apart from that , my day was pretty boring.

did all the chores as usual, and my muscles ARE SO SORE !! ARGH

some stuff happened too

discovered that life is actaully REALLLLY complicated and that i don't know some people as well as i thought ..

also learnt that in this world i have to rely on myself, because i'm the only person i can trust to not lie to me or try and hurt me.

i think .. O__O

i've always loved my friends, but sometimes i wonder if my place in their life is as important as their's in mine :(

ALSO i made a word document called "MY LIFE IS WORTH LIVING" XD

its a collection of nice things people have said to me

so far i have Brendan's awesome poem , amanda's awesome msn speech and snippets of michael's msn convos.

i'm going to add some more soon so everytime i feel sad i'm going to read the document and think about my life. how sad ==

so remember people, say some nice things to me so i can add to my collection ! XD

BYYEE