mood: tired, sad
so so so tired right now.
just came back from the stupid concert which took away 10 hours of my time for rehearsals and crap. opera is gay. you can't even hear the words properly and they all sound like shrieking birds
david's party today .
was sick, but i hope it didn't show.
i knew stuff like that would happen, so why did i bother turning up just to look at shit like that
pisses me off so much and its's so disgusting to watch
alicia knows what i mean T_T
attempted to socialize but failed.
i think have permanently lost my hyperness
i still have the ability to tease people and make them laugh though, as i learnt today at the concert. i was teasing my friend who sat next to this Eurasian dude who was playing violin with her and their hands bumped into each other because they both wanted to flip the page.
He was also being such a gentlemen, standing up like 100metres before she approached, so she could walk past and sit on the other side of him. How nice.
i teased her for the rest of the night, and she acted like she was pissed, but i knew she thought my twisted theories were funny too. Massive headache and my cold is still alive unfortunately.
I just realised how much homework i need to do. Thanks to all the stupid rehearsals i had during the week, i now have a stack of homework waiting for me on valentine's day/chinese new year.
i swear i am never going on any group outings again. NOT THAT I;M SAYING TODAY WASNT GOOD !! D; cos it was.
oh great. amanda just informed me that she got anonymous valentine's day present.
i was just about to tell her we could be depressed buddies again like we usually are, but it looks like she isn't alone today.
i wonder what it feels like to receive anonymous gifts. that's so sweet ! ^^
i'm going to watch more dramas so i can indirectly feel it. wow i have a life
im going to shower + eat medicine now. headache is killing me. Actually, there's too much different kinds of pain i feel, i don't know which one i am experiencing right now..
