Sorry that i haven't blogged for a while. Right now i'm in double English with a sub... good job right? XD I've done a lot of my work already so i can be forgiven :) Last night i had a mental breakdown after i left the dinnertable to go and cry my little corner. I googled suicide methods and the websites were so freaking un-useful. They were all like "i know i can't change your mind about this decision, but just listen for 5 minutes and then if you still want the suicide methods click on the link at the bottom. So i skipped all the convincing crap and went on the link. GUESS WHAT IT SAID?
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i didn't reallllyyy want to suicide of course, i just thought it comfort me with the thought of me suiciding. that doesn't make sense. After a while i cheered up a bit when i saw the porno pictures of waynne that dk took. HAHA! DK also told me the story of the sexy old men inside the swimming changerooms. i LOL'ED at that.
I was quite surprised at my effort yesterday too. I found a new method of completing all my homework with great satisfaction afterwards. I wrote all my homework exercises on my whiteboard and when i finished, i rubbed them out until my whiteboard was empty. Sounds gay, but it actually gives me motivation to finish. I FINISHED ALL MY HOMEWORK BEFORE 12AM YESTERDAY !!! Then i did my Chinese School homework which took ages TT'
TO STRESS ABOUT:
chamber choir auditions - PRACTISE !!
chinese school speech .. fml =='
private tutor for the first time in .. 2 years TT'
yeah i'm stressed about my tutor today. I told my mum i didn't need to get tutored for maths, and i can work completely fine on my own. She wasn't convinced. Today is quite cold compared to the other days in the week. I had coffee this morning and yesterday morning. Yesterday when i walked to school with my coffee the teacher was waiting at the gate. I was wearing my jumper and freaked out cos it was my scary Science teacher. I waited for 20mins after she left and walked in.. how retarded.
I HATE SPEECHES.
ESPECIALLY CHINESE SPEECHES.
especially your chinese class has scary guys.. -cough-
i won't go into that.
Did i mention that i found some really disturbing pictures of slutty girls in my year? it's disgusting what they're capable of doing at this age. DISGUSTING !! disgracing our school TT' should i report? Maybeee.... if i can be bothered.
ohemgee i better get on with my English. i might blog later.
