Teddies don't hug back, but sometimes they've all you got~ story of my life. Anyway, i have an epic sore throat because i had a massive rage at my brother for stealing my iPod and keeping it for the whole day, making me think that i lost it. Now he won't give it back because he downloaded these cool apps which he is addicted to. He is so unreasonable. I hate arguing with him, because it never gets anywhere, just makes my throat hurt >< Wait, actually, i'm going to steal it from his room right now :P
Today was suppposed to be a productive day, but as usual, i stuffed it up by watching Autumn's Concerto. I took Facebook off my bookmarks so i wouldn't be tempted to go on !! It helped >3< I didn't do as much as my art assignment as i hoped and since all my lights are out atm [so mum doesn't see] i can't finish the rest of my maths homework. I'm also bludging choir tomorrow and that stupid choir workshop so i can finish my assignment and cram in some really needed study time for English. Yeah i know you love hearing about me rant on about my problems.
I felt crazy today so i put my hair in a high bun which managed to stay in place for the whole day. I just took it out and my hair is in all different directions. I look like a spastic woman. OHEMGEEE did i mention that when i was at the city last night, i SAW MY EX ART TEACHER? It was really scary because he was right behind me and had this really unbuttoned shirt. I powerwalked away .... i hope he didn't recognise me. I also found out that i saw MARCUS! I THOUGHT it was him walking near me... but i ignored the thought. I went on msn and asked him, and it turns out that he was actually in Chinatown TT'
Oh i also got a new phone today, the Nokia E71, yeah old for some people's standards but it's better than the one i had before. Well i broke my original phone so my mum gave me one of her spares which wasn't that good so yeah. Took me like 20mins to add all the contacts.... another 30mins of playing around.. what a waste of time. Had a Skype convo with David this morning which distracted me from assignment. We were talking about random groups on Facebook. Oh yeah and he made me realise that i am actually quite sexist.. only a bit. But he showed me this REALLY SEXIST GROUP called "women's version of COD" and it has all these pictures like "kitchen at war" and exploding toasters, ovens, washing machines everywhere. ==' Damn it's 12am. I was supposed to make this a short post, but i got carried away as expected. I always seem to leave out bits of information which i end up adding onto my next post. Did i mention i hate msn now. People only talk to me because i talk to them first, and it's so obvious they don't even want to talk to me. Makes me really sad to think that the the people i knownow become people i knew. I'm only going to go on Skype now, less distractions and people talk to me because they actually want to talk to me.
Don't "sup" me when you don't really want to know how my day was. Don't "lol" me if you don't think what i said was funny. Don't "brb" me when you're actually really sick of talking to me and use that excuse to talk to someone more interesting. DIE MSN !! I also really dislike it when people talk in monotones. Yeah i can't actually hear their tone, but at least pretend you're interested. I like it a lot when people start of conversations with a question that has thought put into it. NOT "sup", "what are you doing", "how was your day". It becomes pretty boring if that's the only conversation starters i've ever had with you in my life. Wow i'm being really hypocritical right? xD WELL DON'T BLAME ME, I ONLY DO THAT IF YOU DO THAT FIRST. I like SURPRISING CONVERSATIONS. Ones that i actually laugh at and remember. I also like debates. It means you don't "lol" me all the time. IF YOU KEEP "LOL-ING" ME , CHANCES ARE I DON'T TALK TO VERY OFTEN.
It's getting late now. YAAAY double chinese tomorrow morning~
Goodnight . If i'm lucky, i'll get a dream about you this time.
Love is never wanting to lose faith,
never wanting to give up,
and never truly moving on.
Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart,
