WHO LIKES THIS PHOTO? I am so tanned compared to bella, and super yellow >< KANG SQUARED YEAH XDAnother quick post, sorry... i also forgot to mention the "hot guys on folder story" which i will explain another day when i have time xD
Tennis at FRENSHAM tomorrow ==' did i tell you about Frensham yet? I think i did.. meh. Going to my friend's house and carpooling with her and my other friend. ANITA IS BRINGING SUSHI .. YUUMM. I have to remember to bring seaweed. It's the only thing i have atm because i decided to buy 10 packets of 3.. so i am now clearing the stock. I am in love with Vanilla Twilight's lyrics, and i also like "I'll Be" by Edwin Mcain. YESYES i know i'm old fashioned, but WHY do you like a song in the first place? Is it because it would be "uncool" not to have it on your ipod, or did you actually like it and the meaning of the lyrics? I am so sick of songs which have no meaning.
That's my working table in Art at school. I'm not really good with acrylic paints, i usually use oil paints, but i guess i;m coping alright... just dabbing green onto my canvas. Definitely not my best though. Notice the cardboard pallet. Yes i am a hobo, BUT IT'S EASIER TO USE THAN THE PROPER ONES.
Oh great. I just talked to a friend of mine who is telling problems of my other friend. I really hate this. I really really really don't like hearing about my friends' pain. WHY IS THE WORLD LIKE THIS? I feel like crying. This is like, the third time i have to deal with this kind of pain. It isn't even my problem, so why am i worrying? Why is my friend like this? I wish i could transfer some of my remaining luck to him. Death. We shouldn't really be worrying about that at the age of 14 right? Why is he dealing with this then? Why do I HAVE TO? WHY ME AGAIN. THIS IS THE SECOND TIME I HAVE BEEN ASSOCIATED WITH SOME SHIT LIKE THIS. I DONT WANT TO HEAR ABOUT THESE PROBLEMS. I JUST WANT TO BLOCK MY EARS AND NOT HEAR ANYTHING. I WANT TO PRETEND THE WORLD IS PERFECT AND THAT EVERY SMILE I SEE ON PEOPLE'S FACES ARE REAL SMILES. I WANT TO PRETEND THAT I KNOW EVERYONE IS HAPPY, AND EVERY ONE OF MY FRIENDS LOVE EACH OTHER, THAT EVERY WORD THAT COMES OUT OF PEOPLE'S MOUTHS ARE TRUE. i dont want to hear about death. I don't want to hear about depresssion. I don't want to hear about ANYTHING. i want to be selfish.
