I am getting incredibly sick of my blog template. I shall change it when i can be bothered. I was looking through my diary and i realised that i have Religion last period. You know, i actually quite like Religion. While the rest of the class tunes out and takes this subject as an opportunity to catch up on some much needed gossip that they couldn't do during maths, most of the time i am more interested in what the teacher has to say than what my friends do [super rare].
We have just finished on the topic of Christian weddings. Quite a depressing topic for me, because it was a big fat reminder to me that i am in absolutely no position to 'relate' to anything she is saying. I am, clearly, not a very religious person and quite honestly, i really don't care less about Christianity, or religion in general. I am very sorry to those of you who are, and might be offended by the things i say, but please do not take any of this seriously D: Ok well, i was listening to the teacher say all this stuff about "promises" and "vows" you make at weddings and how you promise to love and appreciate your partner for as long as you live. That makes me wonder why people make these important decisions and promises, but still manage to have a divorce. What happened to loving that one person for the rest of your life? What happened to those promises? Now i can move onto my next point which is how love does not exist.
Waylicia Kwuu, i am sorry, but you can ignore the rest of what i am going to say. Of course, more than 50% of married couples remain married and loving towards each other. But the question is, do they love each other because they love each other? Or do they love each other because of the things they come with? Maybe there are married couples who don't really love each other, but just force themselves to think they do, for the sake of their children. Ok this is staring to not make sense and i don't want to ramble again.
Basically, love does not exist, at our age. Surely something will go wrong and we will spend ages thinking about our mistakes, regretting what we've done, crying wasteful tears over the break up etc. PRECIOUS TIME THAT WE COULD USE FOR BETTER THINGS. You don't have time to stop at a stop for too long and miss all the other buses passing by [if that makes sense]. Yeah sure, there are some unforgettable moments and memories you want to savour forever, but is all the pain afterwards worth the memories? Maybe they are, i don't know... All i know is, i've seen the effects love can have on people, the good and bad sides. I personally think that at this age, we could be focusing on something better. LOVE DOES NOT ALLOW US TO MOVE ON. WE ALWAYS JUST, STAY AT THE SAME PLACE. stupidstupidstupidstupid
i may seem incredibly against this whole 'love thing', but inside, i'm actually a really big softie ><
