I made some new year 7 friends after choir today. A good experience. I tried my new tactic of being nice instead of flashing my pedo smile and telling them information about themselves. I kinda freaked one of them out cos i found out that her brother went to James Ruse Year 10 [anaylsed his uniform, height etc] but i calmed her down by saying that his friend was my friend -cough-. 

It's only Monday. A week filled with tests. & next week is a week filled with assignments being due. Great. FML there's the school cert trig test on wednesday. I feel so unprepared, yet here i am, still blogging. Ew i feel so dirty because i'm still in my school uniform. Didn't have a choice really... i came back home and went straight to my chores which basically took up the whole afternoon til now. The whole time, the only noise i could hear were my parents fighting, well mainly my dad screaming at my mum as usual. This morning i finally had the courage to tell my dad to shutup and stop bagging my mum out. Dude my eardrums were about to explode. I thought i'd get hit or something, but he just glared at me and stopped shouting. I could feel his cold stare but i didn't dare to make any more eye contact with him == God my family is screwed up. Why can't i have just one day where there is peace in the house, and my parents aren't worried about the business. 

Eurghhhh sooooooo depresssed but i don;t lnow why. IM NOT EVEN PMSING. My chinese class set up skype today, and the whole lesson was a massive bludge because we were all videocalling each other. That was a fun lesson i guess. But man, i am so sick of sitting at the end of the row. You know it's been a while where i haven't been at the end of the row in movies, in class, in anything. I'm so used to seeing people's backs rather than their faces. 

After the trig test on wednesday i am going to either go to Hyde Park and sit on a bench, or stay at school and sit on a bench. I'm looking forward to Basketball training though, it's the only thing i don't extremely fail at. BUT OMG, thursday 20th may = death day. I have officially named it Death Day because it is the WORST DAY in the whole term. I would name everything that's happening/due on that day, but i can't be bothered getting my diary out of my bag which is sitting quite comfortably in the corner of the room. There is still one important thing i don't understand:

seriously, why can't you just go by yourself? Of course, i don't mind being asked to accompany my friend somewhere, but i am incredibly curious as to why you can't go yourself. I think i asked someone once, and they said that it was boring not to have someone to talk to on the way, and it'll make them look like a 'loner'. Welcome to my world. I feel like asking those people, have you ever been alone? Try it someday, it feels good. Not even being sarcastic there.