i'm sad

very sad

i guess this is life

bad karma for what i've done

sometimes i just want to ask people

why?

why did you do that?

is this really what you think of me?

friends

it really takes time to figure out who your true friends are.

unfortunately time seems to stretch on forever

switching back and forth

it confuses me.

it's not supposed to be confusing.

but i suppose a selfish, attention seeking, lifeless loser like me doesn't deserve true friends anyway

after all, 

i'm pretending to be sad so people would feel sorry for me

i pretend to think i'm ugly so people can notice how pretty i am

i'm a rock with no emotions

i don't notice when people give me those weird looks.

i'm the boring one at parties who only got invited out of guilt

that's what you all want to hear right?

here it is