GOOD EVENING. Omg i'm looking in my miniature mirror and i'm quite pleased because I don't look half bad. I look better at night than i do in the morning... maybe it's because the person who created me decided that people should only see my ugly side, and my decent looking side can only reveal itself when no one is around. Wow... my eyes are at least 2 times bigger than it is in the morning.. hmm this is so weird.
ewww i'll stop looking now. So i went to school today and it wasn't as bad as I thought, it was worse. I didn't have to do the essay that i missed out on yesterday, I didn't have random urges to throw up during the day and there was yummy chocolate mousse in the canteen. So why was my day not as bad as i thought it would be, but worse?
went to school early to catch up on morning gossip. (no actually I wanted to get coffee but I realised, after i got there, that i spent all my money on Cold Rock icecream xD)
found out that we got our maths quadractics mark back. Freaked out but couldn't do anything about it because Maths was second last period =='
Had art first period. Found out at the end of the lesson that our pots are due NEXT TUESDAY. which means we only have ONE DOUBLE to finish it. DO YOU KNOW HOW RIDICULOUS THAT IS?!??!?!??! I HAVNET' EVEN STARTED PAINTING YET, LET ALONE PUT THE FINAL TOUCHES ON AND MAKE IT LOOK GOOD SO I RECEIVE A DECENT MARK. MY POT LOOKS DISGUSTING. I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BEHIND.
Every single art project i've done. Every single year. Every single class. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE LAST PERSON TO FINISH AND HAND IT IN J.U.S.T IN TIME. NOT ONCE, have I been early, organised or GOOD ENOUGH. What's worse, i am stuck between two of my AMAZINGLY TALENTED BORN-TO-BE-ARTISTS FRIENDS AND ANOTHER FRIEND WHO FINISHED HER POT A MONTH AGO AND IS HELPING SOMEONE ELSE DO HER POT.
English. No- corrrection, DOUBLE ENGLISH. Remembered that i didn't finish my empathy task yet. Great. Teacher hates me.
Maths. 3 letters. F M L. Got my mark back. Had to e in a row with my AMAZINGLY TALENTED BORN-TO-BE MATHEMATICIAN FRIENDS and receive my mark, one whole day after everyone else. So while i slowly revealed to myself the red two digit numbers (and a fraction) i could feel my friends' eyes peering over my shoulder. Crap. Ew. -hide- ARGH! -scream-
Yes, as you can see i freak out about anything and everything. Fortunately, over the years i have developed a special skill of expecting and preparing for the worst so that when i get my disgusting mark, i don't have a mental breakdown because its better than what i expected :) Usually i prepare for a 0-10 out of 40 so that when i get my mark, I feel like I've achieved something, even though i've achieved absolutely nothing, and worse.
Crap, my stayfocused time says i only have 5 minutes left so I have to wrap up!!
good luck to the people who have yearly exams this week! (yes im looking at you J)
study hard , get off the internet, eat, sleep, dream
HAVE FUN AT SCHOOOOOOOOOOOOL EVERYONE. I know most of you will probably be reading this in the morning, so get of your computer and talk to me!! :D:D:D HEHE crap double science.. arghhhhhhhhhhh
