Stayed at home today instead of going to school for the first time ever! Yeah that's right, i've never missed a day off school for being sick :] good girl? wrong, i just have crazy parents. Luckily i dodged my in-class essay which I was supposed to do today... I hope I don't have to do it tomorrow because I haven't actually uh.... paid attention in class -___-
I spent my whole day doing nothing. It was really depressing and I think I would of preferred going to school because stupid sad thoughts were coming in and out of my head the whole day. I tried to sleep so I didn't have to think about it but yeah.. i already had like 12 hours of sleep in the morning. You know... when we die .. we die forever. I haven't really thought about that.... It's like, we aren't going to live again. FOREVER... when does forever end? When does time end? It's so hard to explain in words but thinking about it makes me so sad. This boring cycle of life will end and we can't do anything to fix it. We can't be alive again. We die. I don't want to die.
Anyway in the blog post yesterday, I realised that you couldn't actually see the link of my song properly so i'm going to repost it again to make sure you listen to it and read the lyrics!!
