I REALLY REALLY REALLY HATE EXAMS. I cannot emphasize this enough T___T Everytime I go into an exam, I feel extremely unprepared to the point that I just don't bother studying at the last minute. I just walk in, extremely pessimistic and firm on the conclusion that I will do extremely badly. Yeah that's probably the reason why I do badly as a result =='
I dedicated my whole weekened to study for maths and or some reason, the more I try and "study", the more i get confused and THE MORE I STRESS. It's like i'm having a fight with myself. I know how to do well, but i just can;t bring myself to it. Like for english, all I have to do is write more practise essays and sure, i'll do well, but DO I DO THIS PREPARATION? no.
Anyway I should stop writing all my unimportant problems on my blog for everyone to read. It sounds stupid and i'll probably laugh when the exams are over and i'm relaxing and enjoying my life. BUT I CANT' DO THAT RIGHT NOW COS IT EXAM WEEK AND I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. I MIGHT AS WELL WHACK MYSELF WITH MY HAIRBRUSH. -whacks-
sorry there won't be a proper post for a while, until i GET OVER THIS PRE-EXAM FREAK OUT. AND I FEEL LIKE I'M GETTING A COLD.... OMGOSH I BETTER NOT BE SICK DURING EXAMS. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
