I actually do absolutely nothing at school. I've done like.....none of my Armidale projects except Chinese which i've done everything for except the postcard which i'll do when i'm bothered. I did my speaking today... in the last 5mins of the lesson and i didn't even look at the scribbled pinyin i wrote for myself which is probably why i stuffed it up so badly.. i spent half the time squinting at the direction of the tones i put on top of my pinyin O__O anyway you probs have no idea what im saying unless you learn chinese ahhaha
There's so much shit happening that i don't know about but my awesome instincts are telling me that something's going on and i just feel lucky that i'm not involved and i can go to school happily, and finish school happily as well :) I feel lucky that i can laugh and enjoy my life (that we only live once for those of you who don't realise that) so please, for the sake of everyone around you, stop this drama and step back and look at your life. Is this how you want it to be? I don't care who's right and who's wrong, why don't you all just BE NICE TO YOUR FRIENDS, BE NICE TO EVERYONE. Every single day of your life... is precious. Look at the date. Is this date ever going to appear again in your life? I don't think people really understand the meaning of "you only live life once". LOOK AT THAT CLEARLY!!! Look at how screwed up all of you are. Think about all the shit you've done in your life that you aren't proud of (or you say you're not). Is that really the solution to the "problems" that you've brought upon yourself? YES. EVERYTHING IS YOUR OWN FAULT. AWW IT'S A SHAME YOU CAN'T GO BACK IN TIME. BE HAPPY GODAMMIT =_____= YOU ARE LUCKY TO BE ALIVE. WAKE UP AND SLAP YOURSELF. or i'll do it for you ==' i wanna slap all of you and then slap myself for even caring in the first place, which is being mistaken for interfering with your stupid problems that I don't care less about.
Yeah that's the end of my mini rant which i do to selected people and then it ruins the rest of my day. I don't know when I started appreciating my life actually... I took it for granted until the moment where I realised that it's not going to last forever... one day i'm going to sleep and never wake up. Everything, everyone I once had and knew, would be gone. There will be no chance for sadness. In just an instant, i could die. I dont' want any regrets in my life, but i know i can't make it perfect either. I just hope that other people around me can use their life properly even though I am in no position at all to tell them what to do with their life.
Sorry i will actually shut up now. Here is a song for you all:
