Okay so i'm pretty pissed off at the moment. Half is because of my mum and the other half is cos of my certain "friends". I was supposed to go out with my friends tomorrow and we organised it like... 2 weeks beforehand. My mum comes up to me today and just tells me to not go out anywhere tomorrow cos she wants me to talk to the interior designer about what i want for my room. Yeahyeah that's cool. NOT. What is this?! I was looking forward to tomorrow cos it was the only interesting thing for this week but okay one order from my mum and now my whole week is ruined. I tried to explain to her that everyone was already expecting me to go and i couldn't just say i'm not going and everything would be fine. Yeah as if that worked =='
Not gonna bother explaining the friends part. As you know I went to a party on Sunday - Monday. It was awesome so i'm gonna sum it up in dot points (woohoo):
arrived there 5hrs early LOL
set up the music and put some towels on the grass to cloud-watch. It was such a beautiful day...
people arrived, thank god the people i knew arrived first so it was less awkward
randoms arrived...
pool party started
i was UBER self conscious at the beginning in my bikini which i felt was barely existent, but when I got into the pool i felt a lot better cos the water was covering most of me up anyway
later just completely forgot about my problem
sucessfully came out of the pool with a towel and no-one seeing me (thanks to my awesome friend)
put on some shorts and tried to find my top.... FAILED
had a massive freak out but then looked around and saw that everyone was like me anyway
ate heaps of food (literally like 20 chicken wings)
went high
found my top !!! WOOOOHHH!!!
ok crap these dot points are going on forever.... k after that we celebrated felix's birthday for a bit then we did some stuff in between .... really bad memory....
kept eating......... and then the party was over. HAHA i make it sound really bad cos of my crappy memory but it was cool :P
for me, the party REALLY started when everyone left. Everyone was gone and we convinced Catherine's mum to let her sleepover as well. A random dude who i didn't know couldn't get home so he slept over too. I found that weird at first...but it was pretty awesome. He's super hippie!!
we decided to watch the stars on the balcony with super comfy and fluffy blankets and pillows ^^
had some d&ms
moved to the back of the house and decided to sleep there and star watch some more. I was half asleep but rena and the hippie guy saw some shooting stars so they freaked out and woke me up to make me watch the sky intensely. I stared at the sky for like 30mins and saw nothing. The sky was so pretty though....it was scattered with stars. I just wanted to stay there forever.
Talked heaps and had so many laughs. it was so good ^^
Ended up sleeping at like 3am and woke up at around 7am cos it was extremely extremely hot. I woke up and omg everyone was gone. Had a massive panic attack and realised they were beside the pool cos it wasn't as hot. I moved there and slept some more.
The hippie guy jumped into the pool and everyone woke up and started talking.
I kept sleeping ^____^
There are pictures on fb of me sleeping which looked like i was tanning... but no i am not obsesssed with tans. har har. Unlike many people that i've noticed, my life goal is not to get a tan that makes me look like a rotton potato and get skin cancer. Which is why when i woke up and looked in the mirror, i screamed. I had a tan. FML FIRST THOUGHT THAT CAME TO MY MIND: mum's gonna KILL ME !!!
lunchtime: needed to go home ASAP cos parents were getting pissed. Went xmas shopping with rena and her mum for her workers.
went home from bondi junction without getting raped by scary guys at the underground train station
fell asleep onthe train
Now i have a really sore neck cos of my bad sleeping position on the ground HAHA. I hope you didn't get bored from reading those dot points.... i'm just in a bad mood and i can't be bothered to brighten my blog up and make it sound all summery and happy. Arghh these are what the holidays do to you. Tomorrow's another crappy day and this whole week is just going to go by so slowly. Can't believe it's CHRISTMAS next saturday.... like wow. I really don't feel the vibes. This time last year was so different... i was happy T__T
its nearly 2am... need to sleep. goodnight everyone