Answer: Mark Zuckerburg - the founder of Facebook is apparently colour blind so he created Facebook to be blue and white xD
Have to help with bro's party tomorrow... yeah.... great -___- hahaha just got screamed at by my dad for no reason again. Yeahhh used to it but everytime I get the blame for... nothing really, it really hurts. Why me all the time? He says the most absurd things like how I don't help the family with any problems and I just sit in front of a computer all day and i'm oblivious with all the shit that's going on around me. Yeah k so you expect me to handle your bullshit well? But i've learned, I cannot retaliate. I must stay calm, shutup and nod. I'll just pretend that all the late school nights i've spent helping them do shit and all the chores I do in the holidays, are noticed by someone. YEAH THE BAG OF RICE ON THE CORNER.
Maybe I should stop moping and get on with life. Today was fun. It's sad that I won't be seeing more of my friends since they're going overseas :( I ate too much food and felt self- conscious. Went to get a haircut and get my hair redyed as well. Ended up catching the train from Bondi back home at like 9pm with Mum. My hair isn't much different.. just layered and the colour is barely visisble, which is good :) I don't want a harsh colour that people would notice, maybe when i'm older though.
Christmas does NOT feel like Christmas. Therefore, I have nothing to look forward to until ... until what? Nothing. Great. My whole life is just going to be like that. Nothing to look forward to, nothing to work towards.... Life is so pointless. I want a job but I don't know how to get one... I just want something to happen. ANYTHING. Omgosh every year i go crazy in the Summer holidays. Like literally, my brain is so messed up and it has these messed up thoughts about life cos the holdiays are just SO BORING AND THERE'S NOTHING TO DO. GODAMMIT .
Kay that was yesterday but my internet stuffed up so i'll just two posts into one. Today was brother's birthday. Said happy birthday while I was still half asleep (stayed up too late once again -__-) Hahahah convinced mum to not let me play in their laser game (they were one person short ==) so i just chilled with my ipod outside and fell asleep under the almost artificial looking blue sky. It was really hot. I wore the lovely items I managed to trade/buy at Clothes Swap Day and loved it! Both Ivy's skirt and Carrie's shirt cardigan thing were really nice and comfy :D I was glad my mum liked it too and I assured her that it wasn't "second hand" == Gosh asian mums...
Can't get over that in a couple of days, it'll be CHRISTMAS. I'm feeling nothing. No excitement at all. GREAAAT. Maybe on the day i'll feel.. something. Hopefully it'll be a day of peace, no arguments and no shouting... just happiness. Bleh, keep on dreaming Jo. Anyway i should probably go now... going to city tomorrow with friends. Sigh, i don't even get excited about the city anymore. What's wrong with me?!?!
