WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH so today was the first day of 'school' for me, but also the first day of having the responsibilities for a peer support leader and guiding the year 7s along their beautiful journey to doom. Overall it was a really great day and I felt so good after helping them and making them feel welcome :D I've always loved doing things like this... it makes me feel awesome inside, and when they walk past and give you a smile, you know it's a friendly smile of gratitude and appreciation that you're willing to help them even if you don't know each other. Anyway after school I felt strangely happy and if you were at school with me, you would've noticed that i wasn't the usual "depressed" Jo HAHA. I actually don't know why peopel think i'm depressed... I THINK I LOOK PRETTYY HAPPY AT SCHOOL?

Anyway as I was saying, I felt really good today and it's been so long since i've felt this good before. I was walking down burwood road with my chatime and owl city, and I just felt.. really really good! I was  like, grinning to myself... the whole trip back home and people were giving me weird looks. Strange...

Ahem anyway.... I still haven't packed what I need for school tomorrow. Arghhh i'm looking at my pile of english books for this year... i haven't gone past the first 5 pages for ANY of the books... fail? I'm determined to study hard this year. I know, i know, i've said this so many times but man, i've already started to develop this really bad habit of cramming homework and assignments, and i've lost all motivation to do well at school. I'm doomed for the future. I don't want to be a dumb person... because I hate dumb people. I want to be intelligent.. and I need to work hard to do that, and maintain a social life. 

ARGH MY MOOD HAS CHANGED NOW. =_______________=' anyway, i'm looking forward to tomorrrow a lot!!! *sigh* so much happening.........so much to think about....... i wish i could erase my memory. That would be cool.