I’M EXTREMELY HAPPPY I’M GOING TO BURSSTT OUT OF MY OVERFLOWING BUBBLE OF HAPPINESS AND FLOAT INTO The WORLD OF HAPPINESS!
Hmm since when was I capable of feeling extreme happiness? I have NO IDEA. OMG I just got a glimpse of myself in my mirror (which is tiny btw) and WTF I’M SMILING SO MUCH THAT MY EYES ARE LIKE… OMG YOU CAN’T SEE MY EYEBALL. *stares*. No wait you still can. ANYWAY my face is about to fall off from exhaustion from smiling so much throughout the day and talking and making too many paedophilic facial expressions to my fellow white friends who go into a hysteric fit each time they unexpectedly catch me doing it to them while they stare off into space.
My internet has died so I’m writing this in a word document and when I transfer it on to my blog, the font will probably end up stuffed when it posts cos, I guess my blog just doesn’t like me. ANYWHOOOOOOO HEHEH DID YOU NOTICE ANYTHING? YES THAT’S RIGHT
I’M HAPPY!!
Not.
I’M EXTREMELY HAPPPY I’M GOING TO BURSSTT OUT OF MY OVERFLOWING BUBBLE OF HAPPINESS AND FLOAT INTO The WORLD OF HAPPINESS!
Hmm since when was I capable of feeling extreme happiness? I have NO IDEA. OMG I just got a glimpse of myself in my mirror (which is tiny btw) and WTF I’M SMILING SO MUCH THAT MY EYES ARE LIKE… OMG YOU CAN’T SEE MY EYEBALL. *stares*. No wait you still can. ANYWAY my face is about to fall off from exhaustion from smiling so much throughout the day and talking and making too many paedophilic facial expressions to my fellow white friends who go into a hysteric fit each time they unexpectedly catch me doing it to them while they stare off into space.
A couple of days ago i probably would've been the usual Jo. *checks calendar* oh valentine's day. Meh. More depressing-ness. I probably would've gone to city and sit on a bench and observe the couples walking around with their roses and MASSIVE smile planted on their faces. I probably would've listened to some sad music and walked around stalking cute couples. LOL. Unfortunately my whole plan was destroyed when I realised that my afternoon was going to be used to do some stupid vocal stuff with some professional singer blahblah i don't even know who she was ==. It was incredibly boring but I didn't complain cos I was happy!!
The only thing I DID complain about today was, how i dislike my Studies Of Religion teacher. He just talks and talks and I actually have no idea what he's saying. Ok sometimes teachers ramble but they ramble on topic and i understand what they're talking about, they just talk too much and they should shut up. But no, my S.O.R teacher doesn't even go off topic, he talks about something CLOSELY RELATED to the subject, which btw, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT IT IS ATM. I feel more lost than Maths, and that's pretty bad :D At least for maths the teacher writes notes and identifies clearly what the topic is and stuff. This, i don't even know what the SUBJECT IS ABOUT let alone what we've been learning for the past 3 lessons...
Hm on the topic of maths. I felt even MOREE happy today cos i actually understood everything the teacher was talkign about in class. HEHHE. I caught up a lot over the weekend with homeowork, but even with all those hours my fingers spent on the calculator, i am still behind. HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?OH WELL life is good and Maths is KINDA fun when you're not completely lost and off track :) Also, i'm singing a really pretty song in my singing lesson from Wicked - I'm Not That Girl (click to go to url). The teacher says i'm singing it pretty well so i was delighted! Choir is ok and we're singing a Michael Buble song cos the teacher is obsessed with him, and i don't mind him either so it's all good :D
I went to the city despite choir finishing at 5:30. I didn't spend much time there though, i just observed the streets of the city which was filled with people holding roses and guys holding banquets carefully while they scramble in and out of the gates of the train station. It was quite a scene.
Anyway i should probably go off now if i want to wake up for tennis training tomorrow morning. I would also like to add that i only had 3hrs of sleep last night and I had to wake up early for an extra period of maths before school and I still managed to get through the day staying awake in all classes, with just 1 cup of coffee!! LOL last night I was literally rolling around laughing/smiling for 1 hour, thinking for another 4hrs and thinking of ways to sleep for one hour. HAHA. goooooooodnight !! hope you all had a lovely day & have a great week ahead of you :D :D :D :D :D
sorry i didnt have the guts to reply to your text with what I really wanted to say. I love you too HAHAHHAHA i can't even write this let alone say it to you... i just can't bring myself to say it evne though i know deep inside that i actually do.. It's weird right? I wonder if you know, if i've never mentioned it before. I hope you do know though, cos when i finally bring myself to say it, it might be too late. It's actually hard to describe the feeling. Sometimes I doubt that the "love" that yo're only supposed to feel when you're "older" and "more mature", is what i'm feeling now. But it's been almost 2 years and if it's not love, then I don't know what it is. Omg i can't believe i'm writing this and if anyone read this it's incredibly embarassing and people are going to question me ==. WHY ARE U READING THIS. STOP READING THIS, IT'S FOR MY PERSONAL REFERENCE ONLY!! GO AWAY
