Ok this is a super short post cos I need to sleep before 11:30 so i don't die in the STUPID 2 UNIT MATHS ASSESSMENT TOMORROW. Here is what i'm feeling right now:
life is crap
what i thought was a good "career path" seems to be stupid right now.
i never seem to be satisfied with what i have
i hate myself for always seeking reassurance from friends.... I rely on my friends too much. If one day something happens I don't think I could possibly be more broken than that.
I never seem to do anything right
i care way too much about what people think of me even if I really don't want to care.
I never expected year 10/11 could be so stressful
I want to eat a lot of junk food right now.
Hmm what do i want to do right now? Probably sleep on marshmellows under a giant, shady palmtree on the sand at the beach with sweetened fresh lemonade (had the best one today) and GRAPES being fed by invisible Eurasian guys.
Yummay!
Actualyly there IS something to look forward to but i'll talk about that tomorrow when i blog at school hopefully. Also, i need to share with you guys a creepy experience............i think someone's stalking me.............and im really creeped out................ ok fine not stalking but more like... observing me online....in a creepy way...persistently even if i completely ignore him...
tata.
p.s. if you saw me now... you would think i was completely psycho.A second ago I was screaming at my brother cos he was stretching or whatever and omg... he looked like a ROOT SIGN. YES. SURDS = ROOT SIGN. HE LOOKED LIKE A FREAKING ROOT SIGN. TELL ME I'M NOT GOING CRAZY? MY PARENTS WERE STANDING KIND AAPART FROM EACH OTHER AND ZOMG. THEY LOOKED LIKE THE ABSOLUTE VALUE SIGN.: | |. YES THAT: | | BWIHTWEAITHWEJTWAETJAWEPJTWARET BWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGHH. I WONDER WHAT MY DREAMS ARE GOING TO BE LIKE TONIGHT.... Can i get coffee at night?
