Hiya :D Sorry I haven't blogged in a while... (like 5days). Nothing much happened last week except that I failed my Maths 3U task which I think I may have mentioned in my previous post. Actually no.. that was takling about my studies of religion failure. Meh... too many failures to keep track of. After being emotionally distraught when I got back home and I was alone with my thoughts, I did what i normally do after I get upset. Lock myself in a completely dark room and cry really loudly and then pretend nothing ever happened. Crying is a sign of weakness. I must not show that.. well at least not at home.
After I did that, I reflected on some things. Life isn't about school. No life is not about school at all. Life is about being happy, well to me at least. So it made me think, do good marks make me happy? Does succeeding at school make me happy? In fact, yes it does. As "nerdy" and all as that sounds, it does. So what do I do then? If trying to succeed at school isn't working then yes of course there is always the option of trying harder which means that when I fall down, it'll hurt more. I don't want to take that option...but i guess it's the only choice I have. Then I thought again, it's not as bad as it seems. To me, whenever something bad is coming up like a big test or an assignment that I really dislike doing, I think about the good things that may follow. A party perhaps? A yummy dinner at night? Going on an outing and having fun? The holidays? Thats basically how I get through my school weeks. Luckily for me, there always seems to be something to look forward to and i'm really grateful for that.
I can't believe the holidays are so near. I didn't realise the actual meaning of "hey the holidays are next week" until I joined into the discussion with my group of holiday plans. I'm so excited for all this freedom from work and stress! Ahh.. finally i might get some reasonable hours of sleep as well. Omg just need to survive this week...argh....must crawl to the finish line..... Anyway the party on Saturday was pretty good although I was already worn out from going to Chinese school and trekking around the city with my lost friend. Didn't know how I managed to smile in photos with the little amount of energy I had left. Went home early (11pm awkies!) cos I was too tired.. way too tired.
yeah so me and my friend are totally normal..sniffing some lynx
doesn't look like a house aye?
:)
long story behind this photo.
basically we wanted our friend to pull a normal face
(he NEVER EVER looks normal in ANY picture)
the photo just looks weird with him trying to look 'normal'
made some really nice SCEGGS/Ascham friends to finish off the night
Unfortunately the good quality photos aren't available yet so i'll be sad for a couple more days. I'm joking, i'm just hoping that my face didn't actually turn up in many of the pictures (the photographer kept shoving the camera in my face thinking my reaction was hilarious). Yay i finally finished my PD assignment which means I can sleep now!
