I have to admit, my views on drugs and alcohol have changed quite dramatically over the past 2 years. I never really thought that drugs and alcohol would be so.. FULL ON like as in, i never thought I would come across either of them in my high school life, let alone in this year. After realising that i would be somewhat, associated with people or maybe even be involved in situations involving drugs or alcohol, I had to make the decision of what i'm planning to do when that happens. The rest of this post is going to be quite personal, so I would appreciate it if you don't judge me or change how you view me as a person.
I concluded. Drugs = no. Alcohol = yes. Simple and done. When I say no, I mean I am certain that I don't want to try any... for the next 2 years anyway. I can't say what I may think later in life, but I've made it clear to myself that it will be completely out of bounds and I will not hesitate if someone offers me it, no matter how much peer pressure I am under. In terms of alcohol when I say yes, I mean I have and I do want to continue occasionally taking small doses of low concentrated amounts of alcohol because I personally don't believe that it will affect my physical or mental health. My parents let me drink at home and in restaurants like cocktails (they take a sip and they give it to me if they dont like it cos i can drink alcohol really well, no joke). I dont think i'll ever get drunk or be bothered to drink so much that it gets out of hand.
I think schools educate us really well about things like this and i do believe that it has influenced my decisions quite heavily, but in reality, when you're in the situation where everyone is drinking and they look like they're enjoying yourself, you have that brief moment where you wonder, hey if i tried a bit, it wouldn't do much harm right? In that situation, education has taught me to be aware of my surroundings and really see if your friends are true to you. It would be stupid if you were at a party where you only knew 2 people and they were off somewhere and you decided to drink large amounts of alcohol with some new friends you had made. On the other hand, if you were at a party where you already knew people and you stuck with your best friends for the whole night and had 1 bottle of alcopops, I think that's alright. It won't kill you.
Today was good. OMFG I ALMOST FORGOT TO SAY MY MOST ULTIMATE CONFESSION OF ALL TIME after admitting that I liked cleaning (this was last year btw :P)
I'M OFFICIALLY A BELIEBER YES I HAVE CAUGHT FREAKING BIEBER FEVER AND IM IN LOVE WITH JUSTIN BIEBER OMG.
K before you all die of shock or throw your computers onto the floor and rip your hair out (i know you all love me very deeply), let me tell you the cause of my beautiful conversion from a hater, into a lover. It was the Never Say Never movie that made me realise what an inspiration he was to the rest of the world... and how he had inspired me too. Halfway during the movie I noticed myself staring admirably into his face that was blown up on the screen. Waaiiit right there, staring admirably??!!? IT WAS THAT MOMENT WHERE I REALISED.... I BECAME A JUSTIN BIEBER FAN. I even got teary towards the end!!!!! HE IS SO AMAZING AND YOU MUST WATCH THE MOVIE.
Another rant another day :) Gotta go before mum gets pissed! BYEBYE!!! btw please dont spam kill me :( I alreday got enough hate on facebook!!
p.s. whitney is an even BIGGER fan than me after watching it today. We both loathed him when we walked into the cinemas and we only watched it to make fun of him. We walked out squealing like those 8 year old kids in front of us... shame shame... JOKES I'M PROUD OF MYSELF!! YAAAYAYAYYAYAY I RUFF YOU JUSTIN <3 <3
