Yes I have decided to change my blog layout yet again, this time during Double English where I can guarentee 99% of the class is literally, not paying any attention. While i'm busy changing the html of my blog template, I decide to get back to reality and look around the classroom. EVERYONE'S HEADS ARE BURIED INSIDE THEIR LAPTOP SCREENS and the poor teacher is still rambling on and on about something 'deep'. I can't tell whether she really thinks that we're paying attention, or she just wants to do her job and make it through the rest of the day. My habit of not paying attention in class, especially english, has developed since Year 8 when I knew that as soon as I got that wonderful Year 7 English yearly mark, my life was destined to conclude with 4unit English. During that time though, I would bludge my way there cos let's face it, the top class should get the best teachers with the best education right? WRONG. WE'VE HAD THE WORST TEACHERS AND THEY GET WORSE EVERY YEAR. I am actually in shock of how I am STILL SITTING AMONGST AMAZINGLY TALENTED ENGLISH SCHOLARS WHO CAN DO ALMOST ANYTHING!!
Ahem anyway, sorry I haven't blogged for a while. I have been quite sick but I will not go into that. I just read my previous post and briefly mentioned how I had "intense stomach pains". I LAUGH I LAUGH. What happened a few hours after I posted that, ended up being a series of very long stomach pains that, thanks to my laziness, developed into more serious matters. Then I ended up crawling around outside my bedroom (LOL) and collapsed onto the ground which somehow was loud enough for my parents to come to my rescue. Meh, the rest of my life will only get worse in terms of health. I can already see it. I will die of illness.
I have received a couple of requests of "how to's" but I will do them another day (sorry) cos I have heaps of Maths to catch up on and assignments to do. FML WHY WHY WHYYYY CAN'T I JUST BLUDGE FOR ONE NIGHT?!? Actually I can, but then i'll seriously regret it later and I dont' want to faint again cos it's probably the most dreaded thing on my list riight now. Not only is fainting painful, but if you faint in the middle of the night and you are unable to move, speak or walk then how the hell are you supposed to get help?!?! YOU'LL JUST DIE. I'm so scared.. and it's so frikken painful. I litereally felt like killing myself during my stomach pains which felt like they were like.. CONSUMING ME.
ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY it's a sign that I should ge tback on task. Hm I think i've learnt a lot these past few weeks.
work hard now, and be grateful for your success later.
take every opportunity as it passes, or regret it later.
IN SAYING THAT, there are certain opportunities that may appear again in the future, in a better form so if it's not worth your time now, give it up.
if people genuinely cared, you would feel their genuinity.
always listen to your instincts. even if it seems like it's the wrong decision in the end, there is always a reason for it.
be HAPPY. even if you aren't, don't show it in front of people you love. It's contagious.
