Hello smexy pandabears! Sorry for not blogging in a while :( I just finished watching Masterchef and omg I did a massive facepalm at the asian who COMPLETELY FAILED AND DIED OF EMBARASSMENT. While i was watching it, i felt so embarassed for him... and even more when the contestants were all giving him sympathy faces. He served up the most fail dish ever (they had to cook rabbit) and the judges poked open the rabbit meat and inside was.. nothing. So basically he served up a blob of rabbit skin and random mashed potato puree thing on the side so they were like.. k fine i'll taste this. The judge tasted and it and he said "no comment". OMG HOW EMBARASSING =__= it was so bad that the judge didn't even have words for it.. and didn't even taste the dish at all. All the contestants were like "aww" which just made it worse. Argh, the only asian in the top 24 and he stuffs it up. =.=
I also caught up on my weekly doses of HIMYM, glee and gossip girl ehhehehe xD Yes... obviously i've been studying very hard for my 3unit maths task on tuesday!! fml i'm so screwed it's not even funny. Anyway I LOVE GLEE SO MUCH ARGHSAOGHA;WRGH I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!! So far this month, I have convinced 2 friends to watch glee and now they're addicted too xD Good influence much? Ohemgee the newest glee episode is about the Prom and it looks so fun and.. epic! Apparently if you don't have a date to the prom, it's like the worst thing that could happen. I love what Mercedes said to Rachel when she was trying to comfort her for not having a date. I would totally say exactly the same thing:
"You know, that I know that I talk a good game about not needing a man, and I don't. I just really wanted to take a date to the prom. I want the dress and the guy, and the damn corsage. It's this Saturday. You know I just wanted to be Cinderella, just for one night. One night where a guy would look at me under those corny crepe paper streamers and say, "You look so beautiful", and then he would grab my hand and ask me to dance. Isn't that what prom is supposed to be about?"
The whole episode was so sweet, especially the lengths guys go just to ask a girl to the prom. I hate the whole Americanised "Prom King and Queen" thing though cos the title is like the ultimate social status and totally makes everyone else feel less special ==' I loved that episode so much!! YOU BETTER ALL WATCH IT NOW!! It's hilarious as usual too ^^ They even made Miss Black's "Friday" sound awesome too hehe :P Glee makes everything sound better... Wow i should stop being so obsessed.
OMG this week is going to be super bludge except for tuesday when I have my maths assessment. Oh my gosh, i'm so scared. SO FREAKING SCAREDDDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!! I CAN'T DO IT I CAN'TTTTTT. I KNOW IT. Remembering formulas in maths never seemed to be a big deal for me cos with heaps of practise with doing exercises, you remember them anyway. Year 7-10 formulas are so easy anyway. But far out my 3unit trig test is on tuesday and I haven't memorised all the formulas... wtf? Formulas are supposed to be the easiest part of the whole thing.... omfgg i'm so screwed arsiahga;w0rghp0arhfAHFP)Q*EHTW){R*YTHW{)*THW{THWETHWET.
That's why i gave up studying today. I just gave up. Well partly cos i was super distracted with my thoughts and then ended up chucking empty water bottles on the wall to relieve my anger. I actually have a collection of water bottles to chuck at at my wall (a subtle place so my parents dont get sus). They make a cool sound too.
Anwyay tomorrow i'm going to Ascham for some Study Skills day thing. HAHHAHA APPARENTLY SCHOOLS SELECT THE TOP 5% OF THEIR STUDENTS TO GO. Well naturally I got selected (i know, just stating the obvious) but i was kinda depressed cos i'm missing out on double maths :( I love maths!! PSH YEAH SIF! The teacher was like.. yeah whoever wants to go tell me and my friend was like, come with me so we can miss out on school! As soon as I heard that we got to miss out on school, of course I volunteered! HEHEHHE little did i know... what it was really about. I checked the website and freaked out. *smart people shiver*
Omg this weekend was pretty... cool. I discovered things that i never knew could exist, like 2 of my friends started telling me some really really really really really nice things about myself. After hearing them I was so shocked, yet really appreciative of what they said. I think sometimes people dont' realise how I remember the smallest of things. Even one small comment that is made to me, if it really struck me and made me feel special or different, I would remember it forever. Literally. Hearing some really nice things said to me seemed to make up for all the crap in my life and made me feel worthy. Over the years certain people have made me feel more and more worthless and even though I value them a lot and put them first place, they don't. I'm like... the last person they would care about yet they would be the first people I would care about if anything happened. That made me feel like i've been wasting my time and so stupid to not to see it earlier =__= But the nice comments that have been said to me really makes a difference and omg i'm so happy. LIKE FAR OUT I LOVE MY FRIENDS SO MUCH <3333
Anyway here's some food that I randomly found on my comp
Yeah goodnight!
what am i to you? you make me feel less than nothing. you're surrounded by the perfect girls, take your pick but don't leave me hanging. i know you don't appreciate me - you take me for granted but i don't blame you. it's the story of my life. everyone who walks into my life, walks out the same way as you did. silently, but leaving horrible traces of your existence.
