Do you like my title? ITS SHOOOOO COLOURFULLLLCOSITS FILLED WITH THEWORD "COLOUR"!! HARHAR IM SAH FUNNAAAAAAAAAY ^____^ If you hang with me a lot, cos you're so cool, then you would have already witnessed my rant about wearing more colour cos I feel like the only colours I wear are white, black and occasionally the colourful colour of grey! YES, WHAT VIBRANT COLOURS!!!! I used to like them... now i'm like OH EM EFF GEE I FEEL LIKE A SEMI-DEAD CORPSE (cos i still have a yellow face) THAT HAS ALL THE LIFE DRAINED OUT OF IT. Another reason for this mindset are the comments i've been getting throughout last year to this year. Stupid asian family friends always comment on how i look 'mature' and 'old' and my mum always complain about how I dress too old for my age. It's even worse when I go to China and people think i'm like 20 cos the 15 year olds in China still wear cartoon characters on their flare jeans and have misspelt english words plastered all over their t-shirts. Okay fine, maybe a bit exaggerated but i guess I do dress 'old' for their standards, but maybe 'normal' in Australia. Hey you can't blame me, this is the culture i've been brought up in!!
NO, i am sick of being called 'old' and although I don't want to transform into a little sweet girl that seems to be the only thing young Asian men look for nowadays, I do want to look more 'alive' and possibly more 'approachable' by wearing MORE COLOURS. I've started by wearing a floral skirt. Yes, a big leap from the only skirt i have which was black and white (yes, i dont own skirts cos i either wear dresses, S, stockings or leggings). I looked at the contents of my wardrobe from afar... BLACK ADN WHITE. I looked at my scarf collection and to my extreme horror, they were ALL black, white or grey (different textures and patterns though). It was definitely reality. I needed to do something about it.
I pulled out the things I had that were the closest things I had to 'colour. Khaki seemed to be appearing often. Okay.. not bad i guess but STILL DARK AND GLOOMY. I looked around my room and saw my pink Docs glowing in their corner, totally out of place from my black and white world. HHEHE *SMILE* that was going to be my weapon of attack. I remember when I went to the shop i just headed to the black ones and was like to my mum , yep, these are the ones. THEN one of the came up to me and was like ohh good choice, black matches with everything, especially your outfit (which was freaking black and white). Then she was like, shopping with your sister? *points to my mum*. OH EM GEE NUP NUP NUP NUP NUP I MUST GET SOMETHING OTHER THAN BLACK. Everyone had black anyway so I was like... nah man i must not conform for once. So i got pink. Bright pink. Bright pale pink... it wasn't even matte. It was SUPER SHINY and fully reflected light. I felt like i was wearing torches on my feet... I never expected to wear them and thought I had just wasted a heap of money but turns out that I do wear them quite often now cos they're fairly warm and comfy, and super durable. Did you know that they can be worn on acid and fire? Pretty hardcore, like myself :)
I looked at my old clothes... so sad, they were all bright and colourful with lots of pinks and blues, stripes, patterns etc. I feel so sad.... i feel like i'm becoming an adult too fast and i'm not embracing my youth!!!!! Actually that's basically the reason why i want to wear more colour. I am in denial that I'm already 15 and I don't want to grow up too fast. I will grow up...slowly.... colour looks nice anyway ^^ Makes a person look more inviting (wrong diction? XD) and happier. OMG maybe if i wear more colour, i'll be happier!! If that theory works, you all owe me money for telling you this awesome pathway to ultimate happiness.
omg how did I make a post about wearing colour? WTF? My point of making this post in the first place was to talk about how production camp has been going so far. =__= great i need to stop ranting. Production camp has been quite fun even though my real job starts tomorrow =__= For the past few days i've spent most of the day basically doing nothing O_O I've sat in the audience and watched the rehearsals unfold quite slowly cos the director has stuff to say all the time and tbh, the guys can't act. There aren't many guys though so that's ok. I promise that was an unintentional sexist comment :) Tomorrow is the tech run so hopefully i'll be doing more things instead of just miking people on and off. HAHA have i ever talked about miking actors up? It's basically sexual assault. I don't really like it cos when I unmike people i have to rip tape off their skin and they always shriek and i feel bad :( Anyway I had to unmike guys for the first time today and it was kinda awkward but not really after a few goes. It was really awkward actually cos I had to pull the pack from the guy's jeans and it got stuck on the belt... so i was tugging and apologising and it lasted for like 20secs >< After doing that, I discovered some interesting things about guei lou guys:
some have stubble on their face and it's not smooth when you touch it (I SWEAR I WASNT DOING ANYTHING SUS.. I WAS PUTTING TAPE ON IT)
they have hair on the back of their neck.. wtf?
they also have hair on their back...
their jeans are really loose
they are REALLY TALL O__O
they have random bits of hair growing around their ear area thats not part of their hairline... and they try to act all manly when i pull the tape off which is sometimes stuck to their random bits of hair and they don't say anything even though i know it hurts like hell xD
some of them are REALLY GAY.. like REALLY REALLY GAY
Anyway i'm pretty sure some of the girls are like used the crew members randomly touching their asses while they're doing their lines or talking to their friends or whatever. Whenever i'm just standing around doing nothing and i see something wrong, I go up behind them, start apologising, then shove my hands down their pants (WOW THAT CANNOT SOUND ANY WORSE HAHA). Nah i'm not that violent hehehe :P
Rena's party tomorrow and i'm very excited!! Even though i'lll be freezing my ass off at night (why do things always happen at night...Winter nights are THE WORST), it'll be fun cos i'm sleeping over mwhahahha (surprise surprise). My parents won't pick me up again ==' I have like my own sofa bed anywayz hehehehehhe. I like cleaning up in her house cos it's actually fun. We dnm while we clean crap up and eat the leftovers at 2am.
