HAR HARH AHR HAR HAARRR the title is the story of my life.. I do it all the time and I hear the most interesting things... Actually most of the time my parents are too busy to talk about me (or care, for that matter) so when they do sit down and talk about something and i hear something suspicious, i tell them im going to sleep but i sit on top of the stairs and wait... mwahah
Yesterday and today was pretty hectic and I think i've mastered the skill of doing things fast. I do things quite slowly and my parents always scream at me for that cos they're always running short on time and they do things BANG BANG BANG while i'm like.. *lost puppy* whats going on? Yesterday I rushed back home from production and had to get out of my black clothes, throw something decent on, clean up my face, pack my sleepover bag, check the train timetables, grab something to eat and RUN to the train station. Yea, my parents couldn't take me, surprise surprise! It took me 15mins to do all that and i'm pretty proud of myself! It would've normally taken me like 40mins cos i'm always scared i'll forget something. By the time I ran to the train station, I was dying. Since I had put on lots of layers of clothes (cos im super sensitive to the cold), i felt like i was wrapped in a blanket of heat. In one hand i had a train ticket, on the other I was holding my umbrella and on my shoulder I had a massive, heavy bag :(
Ahhh more running today cos i missed the bus so i was like ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I'M LAAAAATTTTTTTEEEEEE!!! I rushed back home and then rushed back to school as fast as I could. Thank god i didn't arrive after lunch. I felt so lucky that I made it through the weekend without being late to anything!! WOOT! Anyway the party was very enjoyable and I spent most of the time eating food and smuggling cherries into my cup...cos i love cherries <3 Actually I ate a lot of food.. O_O
Here are some pictures from the night!
For around 20mins of the night, I served as a bouncer (doorman) along with some other people. I think there's a pic somewhere there of us sitting on the doorstep with a guest list. Our job was to tick of people's names as they came in, take out our guns if people aren't on the list and check bags for any suspicious objects... Rena's parents also made us Bailey's milkshakes which were DELICIOUS!!! The alcohol flavour wasn't that strong but the whole creaminess of it all mixed with the milk and ice-cream made it irresistible. I'll make one at home when i'm bothered, thank you to Rena for inventing this amazing idea. *droool* soo yummy...
I can't believe school is starting tomorrow. I don't want to think about it... Bella and I both agreed that our holidays are always relaxing, boring and extremely unproductive and when we get back to school, we always wish that we made use of the hours of spare time we had in the holidays. Of course, almost everyone wants that cos there are only some diligent, hardworking people that work in the holidays. The really successful ones are the people that work harder in the holidays than in school. Sounds freaking crazy but wow, things will be easy for them in Year 12, unlike crammers like me, die of time management issues. I want to hit myself. Actually I will *slaps face* I WASTED 2 WEEKS OF MY HOLDIAYSS...... I DONT EVEN KNOW HOW 2 WEEKS WENT BY SO QUICKLY. I felt so disgusting 2 days after East Timor cos I was waking up late, sleeping late, doing nothing during the day and I felt like I was accomplishing nothing. Which was true, i wasn't. Now i'm just like, FML. F M L.
Oh well I guess this is the time for my motto to come in. OMG I forgot what it was.. but it was something along the lines of: sleep now, worry later. I think I already mentioned my theory that sleeping makes everything better. That is, until you wake up and you're like SH*T I'M SO SCREWED. I used to just stress out the night before and have serious anxiety issues, but then I realised that when the day is over, I am still alive. I AM STILL LIVING, THEREFORE IT IS OK!! No matter what happens, i'll still make it til the end of the day and I swear I have no idea how I fluke my way past things. Right now, I am just going to crawl into my heated bed and close my eyes. I don't care if thoughts start contaminating my brain, but I will sleep. When I wake up I will go to school and drink my coffee tea :) Then I will go to class and smile at whatever happens to me next. I will make a list of excuses and select one to use for each class I go to. I will go to production after school and yawn because I will be so tired. I will clean up the mess people make afterwards and I will go home, stare blankly at my unfinishedh homework and assignments and then I will sleep again. Yes, I will make it through the day.
