little girl: Teacher, can a 40 year old get pregnant? Teacher: yes little girl: what about a 20 year old? Teacher: yes little girl: What about a 5 year old? Teacher: NO! *little boy whispers to the little girls ear*: i told you not to worry...:)
Oh my, how disturbing is that LOL. That's gonna be the next generation... ==' Anyway I made this blog post just to remind my future self that I amreally stupid.I had insomnia last night and well, i don't normally get insomnia but as soon as I realise that I won't be able to sleep for the rest of the night, I sit up in my bed and i give myself a massivefacepalm.Great. I have like what..8hrs of really bad thoughts consuming my brain to think about. During those many hours, many things are in my mind.
First stage:-in denial- i WILL be able to sleep tonight, i refuse to lie in my bed for 8hrs fully awake
Second stage:fml, maybe if i wear myself out then i'll get tired and sleep. *does sit ups* after 1 and a half situps, i conclude that it's too much effort and it won't get me anywhere either.
Third stage:Impossible scenarios start playing in my head. This goes on for around 1-2hrs
Fourth stage:-depressing stage- Thoughts about death. I stop after 30mins or so cos i have epic self-control skills :D
Fifth stage:Thoughts about the future. This lasts for about 2hrs
Sixth stage:Nostalgia. I start thinking about what would've happened if i did something differently in the past. I start missing things, conversations, people. This goes on for about 3hrs
Seventh stage:-half zoned out, possibly sleeping-
Anyway, the stupid thing is, thinking about the past makes me sad. I know it, but i have some sort of addiction to being nostalgic. The past makes me sad... why? Because the past is so much better than.. this, the present. It makes me even sadder to think that the present right now, will soon be the past, so does that mean the future (which will be the present later), will be worse than the present (which will be the past later)? WORSE THAN THIS? Does that mean things will just go downhill from here? HAHA wow i am so optimistic...
