Excellent, excellent, excellent, great, good, okay, not that good, crap, shit. That's how i'm doing. I'm doing sh*t. Is that grammatically incorrect? I think so, because it doesn't sound right. HA! You thought I couldn't last long right, psh, you're right. I didn't last long. 1 week, a week of happiness. Just a small thing that I saw today pissed me off so much. It made me angry just staring at the screen and thinking. Then I thought, how on earth am i supposed to continue with my plan if distractions like this are blocking my way? All my hard work could be wiped out just by one little thing. I have to remove this distraction, this barrier.
Self control? Please, I'm old enough to realise that i have absolutely NONE of that. So i did it. I am quite proud of myself. I just closed my eyes and pressed the button. Now life will be good again. I won't hate you. I'll just silently curse you once in a while (not often because i wont be thinking about you). It won't be long until I'll forget about you entirely and these posts will all be for entertainment purposes! Laughing at my patheticness and ridiculing my stupidity. Yes, it won't be long.
