AWESHUUUMMM!!!!!

*sigh* i hope my blog layout doesnt continue to stuff up and not fit on the screen :( Oh and yes I am back!! it's good to be back and i'm quite pleased with the weather in Sydney even though I have a cold waaah :'( I was travelling a lot during my trip and I had to browse furniture with my mum, so i didn't actually get much chances to shop. 

Thankfully, I got my formal dress on the first day I arrived! YAAAAAAAY!!! I personally think it looks okay, but not really that great on my.. haha. Firstly, my skin colour is hideously yellow which clashes with the colour of my dress (off-white). Secondly, It's a BIT too long for my liking (knee length but my upper legs are quite short so it looks longer) Lastly, it's strapless and i might DIE on the night because I am super sensitive to the cold =='. Goddammit stupid formal. Yesterday I had a spasm at my mum cos she was trying to sort out the plans for the night and talking about getting ready etc. but i was in a weird mood so i just blew up. I DONT CARE ABOUT MY FACE AND MY HAIR, I DONT EVEN WANT TO GO ANYMORE. I HATE THE FORMAL. I JUST WANT TO STAY AT HOME IN MY PJYS, EAT JUNK FOOD AND WATCH ASIAN DRAMAS LIKE I HAVE BEEN FOR THE PAST 3 DAYS. blah blah blah rambler ramble. I didn't even know what I was going on about but I was just annoyed and didn't feel like going =__= I can't walk in my goddamn shoes. I don't know why I bought them. Oh right they were pretty but they were extremely expensive but then i saw that it was on sale so my brain convineced me that I had found a bargain and I couldn;'t be bothered to look anywhere else, so I bought it. Now I can't walk in them. I have been practising 10mins a day in my house and I look like both my legs just got put back on after getting dislocated. *regret* STUPID DRESS STUPID SHOES. STUPID FORMAL!!!!!!!!!!! 

Being lazy feels SO GOOD. Omggg i love taking up the whole sofa snacking on crap and crying at my asian drama with my phone next to me. LOL NEVER text your friend while you're watching a sad drama/movie. I swear all my texts sounded suicidal or really really really corny (the drama was up to the bit where the guy had to leave the girl WAAAHHHHHH and they were talking about how they loved each other WAAH). SHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH  a girl can have those moments okay!! I love hearing my mum scream at me to clean my room but i just scream yes and continue hugging my box of tissues and eating grapes to convince myself that I am being totally healthy. Yeah.......my future is going to be something like this. *forever alone* (with my unlimited collection of asian dramas) 

LOL I LOVE CHINA!!! EVERYTHING IS ACCEPTABLE!! 

OKAY i was in the metro (underground train thing, but way nicer than the ones in aus) and i saw a line of people crowded outside the door and i was like.. wow there's a lot of people. But then I saw the looks in their eyes... they were FIERCE and their bodies were in positions that looked like they were about to start a race or something. The doors open and before I could even open my mouth to scream (hehe you know me), PEOPLE STARTED STORMING IN (NO JOKE) THEY WERE STEPPING ON PEOPLE'S FEET, THROWING BAGS OUT OF THE WAY, SHOVING THEIR GROSS BODIES IN BETWEEN PEOPLE, GRUNTING AND SHOUTING, WRAPPING THEIR ARMS AROUND PEOPLE AND MOST IMPORTANTLY.... 2 MEN (WHOM I DIDNT SEE THE FACES OF COS I WAS SO SHOCKED), WERE SHOVING THEIR BODIES INTO MINE AND I NEARLY DIEEEEEEEEEEEEED!!!!!!!!!!!!! no one. NO ONE!!!!!!!!!! NO ONEEE!!!!! TOUCHES ME. WITHOUT MY PERMISSION. especially guys. NO. NEVER!! EVER!!!! *breathes*