I'm in love. Again. I seriously can't stop thinking about him and I think I need help!! Even when I daydream, I can imagine him falling into my arms. Falling, falling... always falling....
T E T R I S . When did I develop this... somewhat life-threatening... addiction DISEASE!!! I am thoroughly convinced that this disease is contagious. I resisted for so long, but it took over me...I had to give in. For 3 terms, I have watched my friends slowly drift into this mind-screwing game and become addicted to it. It was around 2 weeks ago when I finally decided to try it for the first time. It was horrible. I was confused, how could a a game with the only purpose of rearranging falling blocks, be able to capture the minds of so many young teens and FREEZE THEIR BRAINS. I gave up. But no, I opened another tab and kept trying. I couldn't stop....
While playing Tetris I was comparing it with life (it’s my natural inbuilt tendency) Life and Tetris are quite similar… For instance in Tetris random blocks keeps on coming and we adjust them in our best way we can just like Life where different situations keeps on coming and we handle them in our best possible way. And you can never predict which block will be next or after that. Life is unpredictable! Mistakes teaches us and we can always try our best not to repeat them. Did you like the first picture on this post? It said:
"mistakes accumulates & success vanishes."
It makes me wonder, do the more mistakes we make, result in less success? Is it possible to wipe away our mistakes and "start fresh"? Like in the marathon game of Tetris, you just have to keep going... if you restart then you go back to level 1 and start from the bottom. Even when i'm halfway, and i can see myself dying soon, I still go on, in hope that a miracle will happen and I can get rid of some lines.
Today's weather is crap. I really don't like it. It makes me feel tired, and sad. I WANT SUN. SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNYYYYYYYYY DAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yesterday was a good day. I went to my friend's birthday party at night and it was fun!! We ate at pancakes on the rocks, played with sparklers at Darking Harbour, then we chilled over a coffee at Starbucks with the remaining people. I got home at like 11 but I wasn't tired cos of the coffee :(
exchange in 3 days!!!!! oh my goodness!!! so excited :) but i am so unprepared... ahh i have to pack soon!!