So it's been just over a week into 2012 and it's actually been quite pleasing so far! Don't know whether thats a good sign, or a sign that the bad times are going to hurt like hell. See, the way I think is that for every good time you have, there will be a bad time and depending on the degree of good, there will be the same amount of bad to balance it out. Sounds crazy and unreasonable because there is absolutely nothing to prove that it is right in any way? Well you're correct :D
It's been a pretty hectic week for me and I feel like time is passing too quickly! Although I promised myself to concentrate more on what matters these holidays (maths, helping parents, going out less), I really haven't been, which worries me. I have absolutely no self control whatsoever o.o Anyways, I know that enjoying myself is a good thing but I won't go overboard with it so i PROMISE I will get some work done this week ^^ I'd just like to dedicate a short paragraph to point out that I met a half Mexican, half Chinese guy the other day and I couldn't resist taking a picture with him to remind myself that HALF MEXICANS ACTUALLY EXIST.
YAY HALF MEXICAN!! He spoke fluent Mandarin which was awesome!!
Tonight, I came back from my friend's Sweet 16th feeling very happy because I kept mentally laughing at something a new friend of mine had said... she was really funny! I think one of the best things in life is meeting new people and making new friends. It's so amazing to talk to new people and see how different or similar their lives are to your own. I always feel grateful that I get the opportunities to meet people from the biggest variety ever and hear the stories they have to tell, it really is exciting. It's so cool when you find someone who you are convinced is your long lost sister and you bond with them over your retarded obsessions (like my potato obsessed friend, Emily, in China omg) and it's not long before someone who you only met for 10mins becomes someone who you'lll never forget in 10 years. One night. Many friendships.
Dear ,
I'm pretty sure I have overlooked you for a while and it wasn't until now that I realised that i've been doing it. From the beginning of all this, I knew we weren't destined to be good friends because of the complications preventing us from doing so. Just one day. It was enough for me to see what happy friends we were in the past, what we were now, and what we could never be in the future. There was a part of me that just wanted to say, screw this, let's just let things happen the natural way and whatever happens in the end, happens and i'm willing to live with the consequences. Haha, instead, I was realistic. I just want to let you know that if I could, then I would spend all the time in the world catching up with the months we have lost and the memories we could have made. Unfortunately I don't have the courage to, so i'll just give you a firm smile whenever I see you, hoping you'll be able to understand I never meant to hurt you. It was the last thing I wanted. I'm so sorry...
